最近有人告诉我,我这个人的性格很直接说话从来都不转弯抹角就算说话伤到人了自己也不知道....
可能是我做人真的神经太大条了吧所以才没有发觉到!!!!!!
但是我真的不是故意的....我从来没有想过要去伤害任何人更别说耍心机去害人了......
请你们相信我好吗?
如果我曾经把你伤害的很深,请你告诉我我会向你忏悔的.....
但是前提是你要先告诉我我到底做错了什么事让你不开心了那我才能知道以后什么事该做什么事不该做好吗?????
或许有人会说你长这么大了还不懂得要怎么做人吗?????还要人家来教....
但是请原谅我!!!我可能真的是长了身体却没有长脑袋吧(苦笑).....
又或许我把每一个人都想成和我同类的人吧.....做事从来都不转弯抹角直接了当也不喜欢隐藏最真实的自己.....但是人不就应该是这样的吗???难道大家都不同了吗?我不懂...我真的不懂.......
有谁可以来告诉我呢?我到底要怎么做呢?
2009年9月18日星期五
2009年8月15日星期六
juz back from genting.....
today i go to genting le....
actually we wan go for 2 day de but fully booking liao then we cannot live at there lol....
so sad....
actually i wan go see the myfm show de le.....
but fully booking liao le......geram.....:@
however today i oso very happy la....
coz today i play game wif my cousin and we win 2 bear bear....
actually quite cute de like me......haha......
but the very unlucky is my leg.....
my leg now reali very pain and 脱皮&起水泡......
ok la ...tat alll...i wan go rest liao coz today i reali very very very tired....
so good night lol.....^-^
actually we wan go for 2 day de but fully booking liao then we cannot live at there lol....
so sad....
actually i wan go see the myfm show de le.....
but fully booking liao le......geram.....:@
however today i oso very happy la....
coz today i play game wif my cousin and we win 2 bear bear....
actually quite cute de like me......haha......
but the very unlucky is my leg.....
my leg now reali very pain and 脱皮&起水泡......
ok la ...tat alll...i wan go rest liao coz today i reali very very very tired....
so good night lol.....^-^
2009年7月29日星期三
still alone....
same wif wat i meet monday....
same no mood for today....
juz alone to do homework wif hear mp3,
juz alone to go toilet,
juz alone to do nothing.....
today got ppl tell me don think too much....
think too much juz will make u become no mood.....
but is it true?
i don know.....
i juz noe i no mood...
maybe is me think too much lol.....
or my 6 sense very very well.....
can sense wat they think of me.....
actually i got try to talk wif them but when finish the topic,
i no topic to continue again......
then alone again lol....wat i can do?who can tell me?plz teach me......
same no mood for today....
juz alone to do homework wif hear mp3,
juz alone to go toilet,
juz alone to do nothing.....
today got ppl tell me don think too much....
think too much juz will make u become no mood.....
but is it true?
i don know.....
i juz noe i no mood...
maybe is me think too much lol.....
or my 6 sense very very well.....
can sense wat they think of me.....
actually i got try to talk wif them but when finish the topic,
i no topic to continue again......
then alone again lol....wat i can do?who can tell me?plz teach me......
2009年7月28日星期二
today i didn't go school......
dont know why today i no mood to go school....
maybe i feel no mood to go school and no mood to meet all of them.....
i think not their problem but i oso don know this is who de problem....
my mood become bad a few day liao,but i don know why my mood will become bad.....
maybe i reali care all of them......
i scare when i join them then they will stop their talking....
so i never go join them .....if they see me come then reali stop their talking then i will more sad than i didn't go join them......
is it i think too much?????i reali hope is i think too much.....
but if not le......what i wan to do????i don know.....i reali dont know.....
still playing wif them??or don wan play wif them?
juz leave alone?
who can teach me????
i don know wan say wat to them......
i don know they reali wan to 'boikot' me ah????
wat i do dy let them become like tis....
is it i reali too bad then make them hate me?is it?
tomolo wan go school ma?
i don know le....
i scare when i meet them then i will cry again like yesterday.....
i scare they will see me cry....i don wan let them see me cry.....don wan ,reali don wan....
maybe i feel no mood to go school and no mood to meet all of them.....
i think not their problem but i oso don know this is who de problem....
my mood become bad a few day liao,but i don know why my mood will become bad.....
maybe i reali care all of them......
i scare when i join them then they will stop their talking....
so i never go join them .....if they see me come then reali stop their talking then i will more sad than i didn't go join them......
is it i think too much?????i reali hope is i think too much.....
but if not le......what i wan to do????i don know.....i reali dont know.....
still playing wif them??or don wan play wif them?
juz leave alone?
who can teach me????
i don know wan say wat to them......
i don know they reali wan to 'boikot' me ah????
wat i do dy let them become like tis....
is it i reali too bad then make them hate me?is it?
tomolo wan go school ma?
i don know le....
i scare when i meet them then i will cry again like yesterday.....
i scare they will see me cry....i don wan let them see me cry.....don wan ,reali don wan....
2009年7月24日星期五
自己对自己说的话....
为什么我还要那么执着呢?我很累,我真的很累....为什么我要那么在乎呢?为什么还要那么在意呢?最后伤的不就还是自己吗?我不是已经想好了不要再执着了吗?到最后还是伤害到自己那又何苦呢?我这样最有谁会知道,又有谁会了解,又有谁会帮你呢,不是只能自己靠自己吗?不要再执着了啦!!!!一个人生活不是很好吗?没有人会烦,没有人吵,只是没有人陪聊天而已嘛,又有什么了不起的?小学的时候不也是这样吗?一个人下课,一个人上学,一个人活在自己的世界里,没有人关心,没有人介意,又不怕得罪人那不是很好吗?你不想回到那以前的自己吗?回到那原来的自己,那个最像自己的自己,那不是很好吗?忠于自己啊,不是很好吗?你还有什么好想的?自己就是自己,没有人可以影响到你,没有人可以左右到你的思想,那你就没有什么好牵挂的啦!!!知道了吗?是时候把自己关闭了吧?没有丝毫牵挂,就这样吧!!!!!!!
2009年5月28日星期四
痛。。。。。。
还记得前几天，我突发奇想得像要清理清理我家的洗手间，那时候悲剧就发生了。。。。。
当我正很努力很努力的洗厕所时，
一个不小心，，，，我将我那蠢到没有药救的头撞向我厕所里面的洗脸盆！！！！！
痛到！！！！！不可以tahan。。。。。我本来还以为没有事的，哪里知道洗完厕所后看看镜子，撞倒的地方竟然起了一座小山。。。。好痛好痛哦。。。。。
撞倒都不懂有没有变笨（都已经够笨了的啦。。还撞了一下不是更加笨。。。。有够伤心的。。。）
更加伤心的是我撞倒的第二天还要考试叻。。。。。都不懂有没有将我死背进脑的东西统统忘掉
。。。。
更搞笑的是我撞完头的第二天有跑去撞脚。。。。现在我的头有一座小山外加脚上多一块黑青。。。。现在搞到我都不懂要说自己幸运还是笨。。。。我看我以后还是小心为妙，不然的话撞倒整身都是黑青的时候就不懂要怪谁了。。。。。
当我正很努力很努力的洗厕所时，
一个不小心，，，，我将我那蠢到没有药救的头撞向我厕所里面的洗脸盆！！！！！
痛到！！！！！不可以tahan。。。。。我本来还以为没有事的，哪里知道洗完厕所后看看镜子，撞倒的地方竟然起了一座小山。。。。好痛好痛哦。。。。。
撞倒都不懂有没有变笨（都已经够笨了的啦。。还撞了一下不是更加笨。。。。有够伤心的。。。）
更加伤心的是我撞倒的第二天还要考试叻。。。。。都不懂有没有将我死背进脑的东西统统忘掉
。。。。
更搞笑的是我撞完头的第二天有跑去撞脚。。。。现在我的头有一座小山外加脚上多一块黑青。。。。现在搞到我都不懂要说自己幸运还是笨。。。。我看我以后还是小心为妙，不然的话撞倒整身都是黑青的时候就不懂要怪谁了。。。。。
2009年5月7日星期四
mother's day r coming.....
mom,mother's day r coming....
do u happy????
hopefully u will very happy....
tis year de mother's day is the special mother's day for my mother coz tis year we all got give my mother gift for mother's day....
two of my sis share one present and me and my bro share one gift.....
my sis de gift actually quite expensive ....
and...
me and my bro de gift quite cheap.....
but 物轻情义重 u know....
so my mother quite like we send de gift....
and she happy oso....she happy and we happy too la.....
hopefully my mother will happy always and mom~~~~~~
happy mother's day......
do u happy????
hopefully u will very happy....
tis year de mother's day is the special mother's day for my mother coz tis year we all got give my mother gift for mother's day....
two of my sis share one present and me and my bro share one gift.....
my sis de gift actually quite expensive ....
and...
me and my bro de gift quite cheap.....
but 物轻情义重 u know....
so my mother quite like we send de gift....
and she happy oso....she happy and we happy too la.....
hopefully my mother will happy always and mom~~~~~~
happy mother's day......
my blog....haiz....
y my blog will let ppl see de.....haiz....
before tis i very proud de le coz no ppl know my blog.....
y wan theng u know de????
how u find it????aiyo.....
i wan have some mystery de ma....
then now don have liao lol.....
haiz....
before tis i very proud de le coz no ppl know my blog.....
y wan theng u know de????
how u find it????aiyo.....
i wan have some mystery de ma....
then now don have liao lol.....
haiz....
2009年4月21日星期二
white palace....
大白 (li peng)
小白 (hui teng) --
青白 (hui teng's pet)
迷你白 (sin yee)
超级白 (jason)
洗白白 (ker li) ---------不够白 (seow)
乳白 (shi mei)(me) --------- 不明不白 (mei yan)
青红皂白 (pei shan)
小白 (hui teng) --
青白 (hui teng's pet)
迷你白 (sin yee)
超级白 (jason)
洗白白 (ker li) ---------不够白 (seow)
乳白 (shi mei)(me) --------- 不明不白 (mei yan)
青红皂白 (pei shan)
2009年4月5日星期日
2009年3月14日星期六
好好玩哦。。。。。。
好累哦。。。。
但是我真的玩到好开心哦。。。。。
好矛盾吧。。。。
谢谢你哦丽蓉。。。。。
谢谢你的霸王硬上贡。。。。
让我参加了这个游戏节目。。。
我没有后悔而且还乐在其中。。。。
虽然很肮脏，虽然也很累，脚也差点抽筋，
但是精神上是快乐的。。。。身心上也是活跃的。。。。。
如果有下次我一定会参加。。。
如果有下次一定不需要你的霸王硬上贡我一定自愿参加。。。。
好了啦我要去睡觉了。。。。。明天还有一场呢。。。。
enjoy myself......
但是我真的玩到好开心哦。。。。。
好矛盾吧。。。。
谢谢你哦丽蓉。。。。。
谢谢你的霸王硬上贡。。。。
让我参加了这个游戏节目。。。
我没有后悔而且还乐在其中。。。。
虽然很肮脏，虽然也很累，脚也差点抽筋，
但是精神上是快乐的。。。。身心上也是活跃的。。。。。
如果有下次我一定会参加。。。
如果有下次一定不需要你的霸王硬上贡我一定自愿参加。。。。
好了啦我要去睡觉了。。。。。明天还有一场呢。。。。
enjoy myself......
2009年3月5日星期四
放手,放开所有.......
我终于不再做垂死的挣扎了。。。我终于学会了放手,放开所有我所顾虑的一切.......
我终于选择了当一名逃兵.....逃离了一切我所面对的事情.....
不再去想,不再眷念.....
这一切会发生正因为某人陷害了我......
陷害我于突然,yam 我yam 到我输得一败涂地......
正因为这一切,我军败北.....输得一塌糊涂......
为什么你要陷害我们......我们那么的相信你....
相信你会对我们很好.......
相信你会帮助我们.....
你知道吗?我的考试成绩就被你们一个个陷害的越来越惨........
救命啊........
我终于选择了当一名逃兵.....逃离了一切我所面对的事情.....
不再去想,不再眷念.....
这一切会发生正因为某人陷害了我......
陷害我于突然,yam 我yam 到我输得一败涂地......
正因为这一切,我军败北.....输得一塌糊涂......
为什么你要陷害我们......我们那么的相信你....
相信你会对我们很好.......
相信你会帮助我们.....
你知道吗?我的考试成绩就被你们一个个陷害的越来越惨........
救命啊........
2009年3月1日星期日
2009年2月28日星期六
boring weeks......
tis week really so sienz lol.....go school then nothing to do.....but exam r coming ......wat can i do.....i still not study for exam.....how?????who can help me?!
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